That Still, Small Voice

My heart hears that still, small voice
Answering my call for Love
for Guidance, for Mercy
Asking me to Be Still,
to Trust, to Rejoice

I only pray now that my Life reflect the Truth of the One who Loves.

The One

You were never the one.

Even once I convinced myself that I cared

So much

About you.

I still do, just not

In the way I once hoped for.

But you were never the one.

I thought you might be the one.

Just for a short while

After saying things I thought 

I meant

But didn't, really.

For a while I tried so hard but

You weren't the one.

You are the one.

I never thought I'd know the way 

I do

But I do, and I have

From the moment when everything 

Came to light.

I know it's you. 

You are the one.

Facts

True reality

Question true experience

You nor I can know.

Feelings

Oozing up from a crack

In the surface of my denial --

The fact that I care what you think

And that I'm hurting over

Playing the fool

In spite of my constant self-reassurance

That I'm better off without you.